I haven’t been eating much in the last three months. I wasn’t eating healthy but there was def a cut down on indulgence.
I thought yesterday I was in a better place. Started reading. Played music. Was pretty upbeat.
Then I scoffed down three fish fingers, an omelette and chips. This morning I just kept wanting to eat. I had oats, a chicken samosa, coffee and then chowed down a large custard Danish.
I feel sick now
I always assumed that my binging fed an emptiness… What emptiness am I feeding today?