Absolutely no one checking in on me to see if I’m okay. Not the people I told. Not any friends. No one.
This has been the worst possible end to a hard three weeks. And I have no one in the world right now who cares about how I’m doing.
I have no distractions. No one wondering if I even ate anything today. I haven’t.
I can’t help but fall into a pit of self pity. Where’s all the people who i helped out when they had no one? Who i helped because I knew how lonely it gets? Who could call me up when they needed something?
Help me. I’m falling.